Flying Solo – Bubba smiling inside my womb
This has got to be the hardest decision I’ve made in all my 33 years. I thought my move to Shanghai without friends and struggling with my illness was a big challenge. But now, everything that once seemed so impossibly challenging seems so very small in comparison.
The circumstances under which I realized I was pregnant definitely added even more complications. I was going through a really rough patch: I had just broken up, and just stepped into a very demanding job. So this was the last thing I expected, and the last piece of news I needed.
But I decided that despite it all, even if I had to do it myself, that I was going to keep this baby.